#insufferable

 

indescribable

insufferable

gnawing

aching

painstaking

take my breath away again

insidious, flaming

tossing, turning, tumultuous within

searing, burning , envelopes my skin

in and out out then in

entering into this matrix I spin

condescending never ending, jeering

the daggers like pins

my soul longing, can’t bear this beating

will it end
down this black hole

this vicious cycle I’m in

this torrid, tormented, burning, oppressive sin

will I win

I know this fate, unyielding

the cycle repeats, and begins again

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5 thoughts on “#insufferable

  1. I totally relate to them poem. Sometimes I find it difficult to wake up, sleeping is the only time I get relief from my symtoms of my chronic condition. I realise you suffer with not being able to sleep so that must be unbearable. Being so young with a chronic debilitating condition is so hard, I’ve suffered for the past 3 years but hopeful next year to find a cure for my condition. All you can do is try to remain positive which is so difficult. I hope you are well and thank you for following my blog.

    Richard M. DeVos
    Few things in the world are more powerful than a positive push. A smile. A world of optimism and hope. A you can do it when things are tough.

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