sunny blue skies….knee deep in this flare up….was able to make apple cinnamon oatmeal, make a quick run to the mailbox to mail a package, and to the market. not in that order…fatigue and fog is nearly suffocating back to black I go…mentally in good spirits but the body is not cooperating….sending hugs and wishing you all a Happy Saturday…#off the bed
this song Triumphant by the iconic Mariah Carey uplifts me and gives me the strength and courage to press on..especially on black days like today…although ill received by critics and casual listeners…these lyrics carry me through this painful journey
what hits home the most:”can’t fall down, for even when clouds surround you…and everyone seems to doubt you…baby still know who you are…see you gotta keep on climbing in spite of the chains that bind you you can see the mountain top it’s not to far…
it isn’t failure until you quit
nerve pain, severe ache, nausea, IBS and lava like heat kind of a day….deeply fatigued and exhausted…pushed through as much as I could today..time to give in and lay back down…sleeping is the only remedy for this indescribable pain right now #stay triumphant
feeling really bad today, searing and burning, throbbing pain….I’ll leave it at that #stay triumphant
feeling a little blue today
grey and white swirls surrounding me
magenta pain, purple haze
envelopes my mind
searing bleeding
can’t turn back the hands of time
green and yellow flowers wilt away
making room for gold, burnt orange, and violet hues
as much as I try I cannot eschew
the murky dark brown gloom
as it leads me down the path
and I fade back to black
enough said….
Not a diet change, but a lifestyle change.
