#devastated

just got word a little bit ago that the son of a family of friends of mine committed suicide last evening… I am lost for words and torn up in aside over our loss…death is never easy as we are not built to understand it, yet my searing and gnawing pain just grew upon hearing this news… the unanswered questions of his mother, father and siblings the why , how, and the what will never be understood or answered. I hope that eventually they all come to a place of peace and solace that they will never have the answers or understand this tragedy.

He is no longer suffering the pain or misery that led him to that place to take his life.. I hope that in the weeks and months to come after the initial shock wears off and everyone who gathers to build them up today and tomorrow will remember them long from now and comfort them then, because even though life moves on after death, for those close life seems to stop in that place,  that moment in time when the person you loved is gone forever..

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